I find no other way to explain the present than this song. I'm really hoping things start going better, but for now...
Welcome To My Life
By Simple Plan
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever want to run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work
It was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like
To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
~6~
I totally understand your problem. You have never eaten a live toad so you really don't know how bad things can get and that everything after is up. Tomorrow go out early and look for a toad don't stop until you find one. The bigger the better. If it takes you a few days that's all right, don't eat anything till you get your toad and then take a big juicy bite. Finish it off. Now your life can't get worse and it's all a great gift from here if you don't die before you finish.
If the knowledge that your life is now on a tremendously upward cycle doesn't cheer you, you must have a chemical inbalance in your brain and need a drug like paxil, get a quacky doctor to prescribe some. Then seek the universal truth. I could tell you what it is but believe in cognitive dissonance, (look that term up in a psych. book if you don't know it) so I wouldn't. Hint: it is only three english words, eight letters one is used twice for a total of nine letters.
Good luck in any case,
Respectfully always,
GretPays
I totally understand your problem. You have never eaten a live toad so you really don't know how bad things can get and that everything after is up. Tomorrow go out early and look for a toad don't stop until you find one. The bigger the better. If it takes you a few days that's all right, don't eat anything till you get your toad and then take a big juicy bite. Finish it off. Now your life can't get worse and it's all a great gift from here if you don't die before you finish.
If the knowledge that your life is now on a tremendously upward cycle doesn't cheer you, you must have a chemical inbalance in your brain and need a drug like paxil, get a quacky doctor to prescribe some. Then seek the universal truth. I could tell you what it is but believe in cognitive dissonance, (look that term up in a psych. book if you don't know it) so I wouldn't. Hint: it is only three english words, eight letters one is used twice for a total of nine letters.
Good luck in any case,
Respectfully always,
GretPays